Dec 12, 2008

I Feel So Good!

I feel so good, after all I did

It feels like heaven, after all I did


It was difficult, it was painful

But ultimately I got the courage

It was amazing, it was beautiful

For I finally stopped being a sage


You called me that day, we had a talk

I showed you my heart and resolved it all

I know it would be hard for you

And maybe you will never gim’me a call


It would be good for both of us

For finally we can have a wrap

And you were already so far from me

It was difficult to bridge the gap


Finally, I broke the clutches

And I gave vent to my emotions

Finally, I hold no grudges

And it helped me get new directions


Finally, I see myself clearly

Now I can be who I am

Finally, I can forget you

Coz now I don’t give u a damn


I feel so good, after all I did

It feels like heaven, after all I did

Nov 27, 2008

I don't Know

Life’s changing, I am changing

Why I am changing? I don’t know

They say be yourself, but I can’t see them doing that

Their friends are changing, they are changing

Why they are changing? I don’t know

My friends laugh at me; they say I am a fool

I feel sad, I feel bad

Am I a fool? I don’t know

I see her she sees me, we walk together but

She’s quite, I am quite

Why are we quite? I don’t know

In my dreams I see her smiling to me

Her shining eyes, her beautiful voice

Am I in love? I don’t know

May be she is not for me and she won’t accept me

But does that going to affect my life?

May be yes, may be no

Am I afraid? I don’t know


Nov 25, 2008

What is love?

When you say that you can’t live without her, is it love?

Or when you say that you can die for her, is that a love?

When you say you see everything in her eyes, is it love?

Or when you say you see only her eyes, is that a love?

When you say you have found everything after her, is it love?

Or when you say you don’t need anything else coz you have her, is that a love?

When you miss her coz she is not with you, is it love?

Or when you say you would go and find her wherever she is, is that a love?

When you are sad coz her parents didn’t let her talk to you, is it love?

Or when you can still be fine coz she’s not gonna go against her parents, is that a love?

When you say you won’t marry anyone else but she, is it love?

Or when you say you will wait for her forever, is that a love?

Love is not about being with her

Love is something more, something beyond

It’s about going one step further

About sacrifice

It’s a way of living everybody aspires but few can hold!

Nov 23, 2008

Now I Realize!

You sung a hundred songs

With beautiful words

And we sat under the tree

The chirping of the birds

But now I realize,

They were all lies.


It looked so beautiful

When everything was calm and cool

But now the days are gone

Your heart turned into stone

In the climate, I felt the heat

And it became harder to breathe

And you made me realize,

That they were all lies.


You told me how you felt

And I had to regret

Coz I made mistakes

Your ego was at stakes

And now I realize,

They were all lies.


You asked me to move on

Like it never happened

But how can I forget

The plans that I had set

My life became a misery

But now it’s a history

Coz you made me realize,

They were all lies.


You told me right

It was just a dream of the night

And the night was gone

So why should I mourn

Now I made my mind

That I shall not be kind

And I have to fight

This battle like a knight

Coz now I realize,

They were all lies.


Yes, I realize

They all were lies.

Aug 14, 2008

Are We Free

When India got independence in 1947 from the clutches of British Government, every human who called himself an Indian would have rejoiced the moment. But, think of the moment in which we are living today. We move in the best automobiles ever made, live in the best houses ever built, and get entertained with a six by Sachin Tendulkar or by a Shahrukh Khan’s movie. But, are we actually free? Are we doing the things, which we actually wanted to do, or someone behind the curtain is making us do those things, which we are doing so as to get advantage from it?

When we look at the situation in general sense, one can say “well! Of course I am free. I am working for an MNC, I get paid for my work, I move around freely, have fun with my television and live a life which I wanted to live”. But, isn’t it a life that we were forced to live?

Here, I think of a situation shown in the movie ‘Gladiator’ where the new emperor, who killed his father to get the power, built a Coliseum where the gladiators fought and entertained the people. The people of Rome loved the emperor to give such a vision to them but behind the scenes, they actually gave submission to him without even knowing that they did so because they all got distracted from the woes of the time. This finally resulted in the death of Roman Empire.

The same can be the situation at this moment too when we are duped by watching a WWE match or by a K-serial of Ekta Kapoor or by news that talks about what Miss Rakhi Sawant is going to do on the Valentine’s Day. All these things keep us busy so that we cannot think more critically in the things that are of more importance. And, this is beneficial for some most influential people as they can do whatever they want keeping us busy in the so-called ‘infotainment’.

Today, every one of us wants to be different. We want to be better than the other person. But, this only thing makes us divided. Remember when the British Government followed the so-called ‘divide and rule’ policy. They wanted the rulers to think of becoming better than the other ruler, which led to wars between them giving advantage to the British and finally we ended in slavery.

Both these attributes of a human being ‘inclination to entertainment’ and ‘willingness of being different’ force him to become a slave. We are becoming slaves in a sense if we continue to keep these two attributes inherent in us.

Now, one will ask, “if we are slaves, then who is the master’. The answer is: those who get an advantage from this, the governments and international bankers. The governments get benefit because they can do anything they want and the people wont resist them because they are more interested in the stupefying entertainments, fashion and a race of becoming better than the other.

But, even more benefits are to the international bankers who are responsible to create money by printing notes and distributing them in form of loans to the government thereby charging interest, for which they print more notes.

The influential people are misleading us. We believe what they say as true because they say that over and over and over. Think for example, of terrorism. Terrorism is becoming an issue that is most talked about these days. To keep the citizens of US safe, the US government has passed so many acts that actually reduced the free rights of the citizens. Now, the FBI can go into any house for search without any warrant and keep you in custody just if they suspect you as a terrorist. The war on terror is so proliferated and extended that it becomes a terror in itself. The governments can perform anything in the name of war on terrorism and people won’t question them. The US wars on Afghanistan and Iraq were not much resisted. The governments spent billions of dollars in the name of the war against terrorism and no one questioned them. The benefits of the wars went to the Federal Reserve Bank that provided the loans for US government. Thousands of Americans died and Federal Bank made millions.

There are so many more important issues that need to be thought of. We have to be aware. We have every right to know the truth. If we think on the important issues that are taking place and keep us informed and if we question the reason of happening of those events, we would know more. And, this knowledge would bring enlightenment.

You should think differently but never think of being different because the feeling of being different divides us. And, that division makes us a slave.